I accepted Jesus Christ many many years ago and eventually slipped into a long gap of separation from God and my Savior Jesus Christ. Not long ago though (about 5 Years ago now) I was drinking very heavily one night and I became very depressed and starting crying so hard that I could barely muster a word, but I cried out to God and said “Father, I don’t want to live like this anymore, I want my life back, I want my Children back in my life, I want my driver’s license back and I want a Vehicle again” The next day, I fixed my first Beer and Tomato Juice and much to my surprise, I couldn’t stand the smell of it so I dumped it out and waited until later in the day. Later that day, I tried fixing another one but again, I couldn’t stand the smell of it so I tried drinking one without Tomato juice but still could drink it. To this day, I still cannot stand the smell of Beer or any kind of Alcohol.

I look forward to hearing these decibels because they are straight to the point and they are very inspirational. My heart thank you ???? The decibels come at a time when I need it, because I have been in a battle and struggling for nearly twenty years and it seems like God has forgotten me. But I know that he is present in my life “But Why Hasn’t He Answered Me.”